Self-destructive

I need to get more sleep. Last night I went swing dancing, and ended up staying the whole time then everyone was going to get bubble tea so I went, figuring if it's already that late, I might as well stay out longer. Then I got some Insomnia Cookies with Scott because they were 8 for $4.20 (mmmmmmmmm). Then I felt guilty that I didn't learn any chem, then I woke up at 5:05 to go to rowing, then I went to chem and actually guessed 2 questions right on the quiz. Now I am sitting here tempted to eat up all my sweets so they will be gone, and I can focus on starting to eat healthy. That will most likely never happen. I think I am at that stage in life where I feel "invincible" like, I am never going to have the difficulties getting old that all the old people complain about. But I know I will eventually, and I will regret all the things I could have done better, or never did at all. I have no idea how I am going to learn how to be an engineer in 2 years. Especially with rowing. Next year is going to be so hard. And I have to learn to fit in a job with everything too. I'm just being moody.