Double-life.

Sooooo...I should of course be studying for my last BIG exam tomorrow, but of course I'm not. So I'm writing instead. Tomorrow I am supposed to move out of my dorm and move some of my stuff into the apartment where I'll be staying for the 2-ish weeks after we get back from Dad Vails and before ACRAs. It's weird to think that tomorrow is the last day of my first year of college. It doesn't feel like an ending, but maybe that's just because I'm coming back. This time last year, I was getting senioritis and wanting to have freedom for the summer, but scared as hell of going away to college and not seeing my pseudosisters every day. It's crazy how much has happened in the past year. I feel like I should write a list or something, but it just doesn't feel like the end. I will be sad to leave rowing for the summer, and worried that I might not be able to find a part-time job, and miss the fact that I can do whatever I want whenever I want without telling my parents where I'm going, when I'm going, how I'm getting there, when I'll get back. But I am really excited to be home too. I have 2 separate lives now, and it's just a weird concept to think about.

Song of the day: Kelly Clarkson--My Life Would Suck Without You
(These are harder than I thought--usually I just use the song in my head at the time, but now I have to try to get a new song in my head when I post because it's a repeat. Or sometimes the song in my head is a song that is really annoying/I don't like/I don't know the name of and I don't want to write down a bad song for the song of the day, so I have to find a good one. I'm gonna go eat lunch see if that inspires me. Also, apparently I have exactly 333 songs on my iPod right now.)