vent.

Why do people gotta be so uptight?

I am one of the most patient people I know. I put up with most trivial things and don't judge, like when there is water all over the floor after my roommate gets out of the shower and then I go in the bathroom and my socks get wet. It's not really a big deal. I let other people have more control because I don't care how things turn out. It's all about the adventure, the journey. If one thing doesn't work, you get creative and improvise a solution. Imperfection is beauty. I was never aiming for perfect. I was aiming for having fun, making memories, learning, living life while I am here. But sometimes I realize how out of control I am. My emotions are so easily swayed by the people I trust the most. I want control of my life, but I want God to be in control of my life. I feel so conflicted about everything. I am just annoyed and I have to vent somewhere so that I can continue on with my life.

I haven't listened to my ipod in a while. I don't walk to class anymore, and it's not really convenient to listen to an ipod while biking, and I don't work out very often. So I'm enjoying the Newsies soundtrack right now :)

Squint. How much longer?
Melty snow attacks my face
Roll up to bike rack.